Monday, January 29, 2007
lyrics of X JAPAN - Tears
this is what the english part is singing. LoL._____________________________
Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
and you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought
you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
Dry your tears with love.
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I'm depressed n sad. Mayb coz i useless, stupid or what.. tt's y no1 want to choose me for apt. better not tell my dad ba, later he thinks tt way too. heh. must be coz results no good.. tt's all he will say i guess. i dunno.
tt day go job training.. every1 got mentor except me. my mentor suay suay tt time busy. pple mentor teach them, i have to ownself read the script. lucky my bro taught me the night b4. or else i'll be so damn lost. no1 wants me for all areas in life. mayb tt nightmare will come true some day.
i feel like shit. period.
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congrats, my mum just told my dad abt it. he said..
Dad: I heard u nv get the attachment yet ah..
Me: Ya..
Dad: They got say y anot..?
Me: Hern ying called.. they say so far haven't found a slot for us.. but we will get ours sooner or later..
Dad: izzit? or izzit coz... erm.. those with better results 1 get first izzit..?
Me: I dunno. Should be random ba.
C~ i know my dad so well. It's not abt whether sooner or later will get it. It's the answering of "y i dun get my APT like the rest" n "y i dun get into the big 4 like others". Y? Coz i'm not born lucky, tt's y. My mum also quite unhappy abt it, she ask if she can call sch n ask y they do it so slowly. My mum knows i'm depressed, tt's y she's concerned. My dad isn't. I guess. At least i dun c the concern from the way he asks his qns.
Some1 lend me a shoulder to cry on?
On 1:54 PM, -x`addicted.to.you`x- let go.
